i felt 12 years old last night... flashbacked to the times I would perch on some couch/sofa/bed and watch danny and kyle/jason/brady playing video games for hour upon hour. it felt nice, almost reassuring me that some things stay constant sometimes, that there's always boys in my life who can remind me of my brother. especially in the way that they take care of me, like he always did.
the evening's tallies:
games played: tekken 5, time crisis II and III, some weird Sega car racing game
discussions revolved around: streetfighter vs. virtua fighter, wolfenstein, doom, golden axe, quantum physics, how i dance when i think no one's looking.
tokens used: 100
crushes on boys: 1 biiiiiig one
car accidents seen:2
cigarettes smoked: 3
woke up late today; nevertheless still napped this afternoon. it's like i can't be home at 5 pm and not nap. i get so discombobulated now after napping too... it takes me at least 5 minutes to figure out where i am, who i am, and why i'm here. the last question gets pondered the longest. napping in other people's houses/beds is the worst for me now: i don't know where i am for at least 10 minutes.
alison waking me up to go get sushi put me in a weird mood, because i hadn't napped through my natural cycle, but it'll probably help to get me to sleep at a decent time. went to go get coconut cream pie after sushi, which seemed like a really good idea at the time. actually scratch that. it still seems like a good idea.
randomnest entry ever. it's kind of like my brain right now, though, just scattering in pieces. not having focussed thought puts me in a good mood, because i don't dwell on one thing long enough to be bothered by it. the Sloan that i'm listening to probably helps with that; it's so bouncy and poppy that you can't help but feel all lovey-dovey, the-world-is-great, puppies-kittens-ponies-everywhere, marching-bands-following-you-around, strummy-strummy-la-la, head-in-the-clouds, losing-my-mind-but-in-the-peaceful-i-don't-care-that-i'm-going-crazy-way, happy.
tonight is jess miles' birthday, so it's off to Tokyo for open bar until midnight. I say i won't get drunk now, but.....we'll see.
