October 11, 2005

when i think about you/i think about how much i miss you when you're not around

today was a strange day. i kind of wish i could go sit on my stoop, but as predicted it's butt ass freezing cold outside. Thanksgiving weekend was good. Went out with S to Minglewoods, never really have more fun dancing when she's there.

Sample conversation in the car:
n - when i'm dancing like an idiot, can you tell i'm doing it ironically?
s - psssh, of course i can
n - can other people?
s - i don't really know.... we might just look like two huge assholes

played a crapload of Scrabble on sunday. i love scrabble; it's in my top ten list of favourite games. sample words used by myself during a series of three games: zealot, opined, timid, jinxed. i collect scrabble words in my head now...i'm just waiting for the day i can bust out 'tequila'.

i tried to write this entry a couple of times, and then ended up staring at the screen. i have yet to buy my matt good ticket. i'm kind of worried it'll be sold out. oh. this violates the dream rule (which is that you're only allowed to tell people your dreams if they feature predominantely in them) but i had a dream last night where the mus office looked completely different, a much bigger room and everyone (and when i say everyone, i mean me) would hang out there after school. we'd have beer and music and people would wander in and out. i remember in the dream, A and Bman walked in...we chatted a bit and they left their stuff on the couch and left for a while, but were coming back. however, while they were gone i took the opportunity to look in A's notebook, where there were highschoolstyle notes passed between him and Bman and it said "i don't know what to do about niki. can't figure out if i like her or not." so i got upset and stormed out. what does that mean?

i'm not asking what the storming out means because that's my usual recourse when something happens that i don't like. i have an ominous feeling about tomorrow for some reason, like it's going to be a terrible, horrible, no-good day. but is it forecast to be like that, or will it be that way because i'm expecting it to be that way now? this blog is getting entirely too philosophical right now.must.have.more.frivolity.

ergo, my top ten list of things i love righhhhhhhhhht now.
1) Pumpkin pie
2) Warm baths
3) Scrabble
4) Wooly sweaters
5) Clean clothes
6) Random use of Capitalization
7) My new wraparound peachy sweater from Italy
8) Leela's green purse
9) tonight's CASCO practice
10) the possibility of all-you-can-eat sushi this week

and top ten list of things i don't love right now:
1) folding laundry
2) my credit card bill
3) knowing i won't have time to go to the gym tomorrow
4) not talking to a certain someone that i want to talk to
5) the fact that i still have to fix my winter schedule and am too lazy to do so
6) the fact that it's 12:46 am and i must get up in 8 hours
7) baseball because it pre-empted Arrested Development
8) my messy room
9) the rain and butt-assed cold weather
10) my knees, which are aching for some reason